Snap Poem by Reed Dietiker

I just want to snap

Everything is on repeat

I tried to stop the early signs

But no

To me it means more

Afriad to lose, like I have, and how I am

You asked me to trust and I do

But I feel its you Im beggining to lose

Like you dropped me off of a bridge, Im falling to the bottom

No rope

No hope

The thaughts in my head = Boom

Make me dead

I've been so jealous- I cant see how you see it

If I snap, I'll just have to fix everything I break

Why do I torture myself?

Or is this the only way?