So Much To Say Poem by Rachel L. Z.

So much to say, no way to say it
Just sick of this jumbled up, caught up, walled up,
Confused feeling
So much to say, no way to say it
And I don't know where to start
But this is coming from my heart

I hate it, that you looked in my eyes like you actually felt something
I hate it, that you hugged me so close, like you actually meant it
And I hate it, that you made me feel loved, then you took it away
Now I have so much to say

So much to say, no way to say it
Just sick of this jumbled up, caught up, walled up,
Confused feeling
So much to say, no way to say it
And I don't know where to start
But this is coming straight from my heart

I hate it, that you pretend you never lead me on
I hate it, that you glance my way just to make sure I'm still watching
And I hate it, that you don't look happy, yet chose her anyway
Now I have so much to say

So much to say, no way to say it
Just sick of this jumbled up, caught up, walled up,
Confused feeling
So much to say, no way to say it
And I don't know where to start
But this is coming straight from my heart

I love it, that finally, at long last, I am over you
I love it, that I rarely think of you, and it's never with longing
And I love it, that someone else came along the other day
Now I have to much to say

So much to say, found a way to say some of it
Getting rid of this jumbled up, caught up, walled up,
Confused feeling
So much to say, found a way to say some of it
And I somehow found a place to start
Now this is flowing straight from my heart.