So Sudden Poem by Calven Butch

The times I saw you were never enough. Tears fell from those soft cheeks you will never touch again.

The touches you left, I can never feel again. The way you caressed my body in such a lovingly manner, I will never feel the warmth of those hands. The soft looks in your eyes. Nothing will be the same.

That soft beat within your chest lets me know that your near me. Always watching over me. I may never feel safe again, those arms that held me close. I can't feel, hold your body close to mine. I won't be able to see you anymore.

Every step I take is killing me without you near me. Every time I walk around in the house, it's never the same. I will never hear your thundering feet, I will never hear your booming laughter as you caught up to me. Holding me tightly in your warm embrace. How can you leave me?

You left so sudden yet so softly. How did I ever let go? . Tonight I cry and morn for your loss.

Will my life ever be the same?
Or shall I dive into memories you left behind?

As I hang on to your words you told me in my dreams.
'Live ahead my niece, never forget we are here for you'
Your smile brought back that little life that was burnt short,
I know what to look forward to now.
I have him in my arms,
his breath,
his heart,
his mind,
his body...
There all here with me,
Soothing me into a deep, dreamless sleep.
I thank you for sending me my own angel Uncles,
Now I can sleep soundly