Sometimes Poem by Broken Mum

Sometimes I feel so happy
I dont even know why
Sometimes I sit and wonder
It usually makes me cry
Sometimes I feel so sad
But not a tear falls from my eye
Sometime I just feel nothing
I wonder if I died!

Sometimes I'm filled with light
I project it with my smile
Sometimes I'm filled with darkness
So I hide away a while
Sometimes I'm filled with emptiness
I walk but I don't speak
Sometimes I'm filled with hatred
Is it because I'm weak?

Sometimes I can get through my day
Without a crippling thought
Sometimes I wake with heartbreak
Against what I've been taught
Sometimes I fall while sitting still
Surrounded by so many
Sometimes I look for my support
But find I don't have any.