Sometimes I Wonder Poem by Gertrude the Weirdo

Sometimes I wonder
If you still have feelings for her
And I'm just there to distract you
From the pain of knowing she'll never love you back

Sometimes I wonder
How you really feel about me
Do you love me,
Or just want me as a friend?
Do you want me in your life at all?

Sometimes I wonder
If maybe there's someone else
Not me
Not her
But someone different
That you want by your side

Sometimes I wonder
If you know how I feel
Would it change anything if you did?
And do you feel the same way?

Sometimes I wonder
If this is all just a joke to you
If you see my emotions as something funny
If you're playing with my heart just for your personal enjoyment

Sometimes I wonder
If this will all end in tears 3