Sometimes I Wonder... Poem by tou yang

Some times I wonder..
Some times I wonder are you thinking of me?
Some times I wonder about suicide…
Some times I wonder about us…
I’m lost in these deep thoughts…
These thoughts are unbearable…
Indescribable…
Undeniable …
All I got left are the drugs…
The alchole…
I drink away the pain…
Even with all the games…
There is no fame…
Hang… hang… hang…
Should I hang myself? ? ?
Or should I just bang someone else? ? ?
All the times we were together you
Imagine I was someone else..
Some times I wonder…
Sometimes I wonder if we’ll ever be together…
Forever…
And ever…
But I guess its going to be never…
Nothing to live for now…
Good bye cruel world…


By: Tou Yang