Sooner Poem by AlissaMarie Unknown

The past it consumes me to the point
I feel I'm at an end. Constant worries of it
ever happening again.

It's at a point now everytime I start to think
of you and I, I'm left with those words spoken
to me just before you walked out our door.

The conclusion I am coming to more and more
is just to walk away from you. That I shouldn't sit
back and wait since a life you still have with another.

You were right it will never be the same for so much
has changed. Complications lie ahead yet you seem to
forget what you already had. If only you would open your
clouded eyes and see me for me mayube then you'd understand
that what you had once before is better than what has yet to live.

In time I won't be as suttle for each passing day I grow weary of
just being another. I need to be the only, needed and cared for like I once was but you can't do that just yet, well it needs to be for soon
it will just be to late.

(poem has been revised)
(Orginal-99 Revised-06)