Sorry Momma Poem by Elizabeth Muller

i'm sorry I'm not there enough
it hurts when you're this way
to see you with the pain your in
I don't know what to say

So, here I'll write you something that
will do the job, I hope
this is how I'm feeling now
and here is how it goes

mom, you mean the world to me
it would not be the same
if you were not in it with us
it'd be a crying shame

God has a lot in store for you
so hold on really tight
it's not time for your life to end
everything will be alright

i'm sorry I'm not strong enough
like crystal is with you
i shake form nerves as I leave
just from one visit too

I don't mean to sound a downer
just want to let you know
loving you is something I'm good at
But sometimes hard to show

If you're feeling weak inside
Remember, God's your strength
But physically, I'll try to be there for you
within arms length

I'm sorry that the hospital
and I don't really fit
If I pretend it's not happeneing, then
maybe this won't exist

I can't cry in front of you either 'cuz
someone needs to stay strong
But it feels like I don't have a heart
Like something with me is wrong

Please forgive my broken state,
i cant understand how you feel
I know how I do though
And it feels not so real

momma, you're amazing and I strive
to be like you
You touch the people in your life
You can't see it, but it's true

I love you, momma, yes I do
So please don't leave this earth
You can not even comprehend
how much to me you're worth!