Space Poem by Shilesha Johnson

I just feel like space would have been good
Because you reminding me of the reason why I needed a brake in the first place
I know it’s a small thing
But I’m going through too much
And arguing and getting into it with you ain’t helping
I used to feel like when things would go wrong the one place that things would be right is with you
And now when everything goes bad
I keep to myself
I used to love sharing things with you
Now I don’t know how you will take things
I just feel like after everything that’s been going on in my life lately
I just can’t trust anything
And after you talking to your “friends”
I felt like I trusted you less
I never trusted anything
And you were the closest it got to trusting anything completely
It’s not like that anymore
This so called space that were spose to be taken…
Let’s just say that I don’t feel like I’m breathing
Everything in my life is coming to me at once
In one setting
Not giving me a chance to realize what’s going on
Not giving me a chance to breathe and take things in
A chance to think
And Right now I’m thinking…
I'm thinking that maybe this break should be longer