Stepping Stone Part 1 Poem by neo riddick

Not at all what i expected. nothing ever is in the end
things were horrid. tried so hard, but neither ego would bend
all i wanted and i see are in another's eyes
so with this in play. so awful were the non-existent goodbyes
all i can do now is move on. things must be better on the other side
it's in this person that all my deepest secrets, wants & needs that i confide
wonderful in all his ways. beautiful within
he can forgive me for all that is considered a sin
moving on is so much easier when just a nudge away is bliss
the hateful, jealous, sick one will never again be missed