Strange Feelings Poem by Why Jackie

I wonder if she love me or not
I swear I loved her a lot
we stick like glue, matching socks
We stuck like gum in someone hair
We started to have more arguments less moments
I doubt it we aren't meant to be maybe
And then god Threw sign when you had a baby
Not in a bad way I'm glad you had her
Because it was always your happiness I prefer
I just wanted to be long-term you know Sprout
I never wanted to know how It felt to not be with you
Days months about to be a year
Now it's like what do I do
Oh I love you, I put you on a high pedestal
And now all my Tears turn into rain drops
use to think feeling like this I feel like a fool
I wonder if you could feel it in your gut
no no I wonder the words I say makes a deep cut
One day I will wake up and call someone else babe
What I felt was really rough
One day you wake up and do the same to another
Sometimes I use to question was I really enough
I'm just really happy you'll be a good mother
Now we're going on different routes
I haven't heard from you in a bout....
In some days some months that's OK
I know you'll like it that way and I'll think the same
Slowly memories will die I no longer question why
Time to sweep everything under the rug
Used to be hard to imagine what I'll do but now I can actually say goodbye

This is for you,
Love bug ❤️