Stuck With Hate Poem by jessi trousdale

Sometimes I hate you
although that feeling is never true
I once said that I could never
See you make me suffer

But as the days go on
and we build this bond
the pain begins to grow
and the hurt starts to show

As the fist start to fly
I become numb and start to die
No one can tell
because I'm hiding in a shell

I cover the marks up w/ makeup
and wonder when is it going to be enough
When will she stop hitting me
when will she stop making me bleed

My heart my soul my everything
Why is it pain is all you bring
it wasn't suppose to be like this
it was suppose to be a true bliss

Now I'm caught in the nightmare
and I dont know how to share
So I stay with you
because theres nothing else I can do