Stupid Thoughts Poem by Kay Bell

tears caused by my frustration
for what you do to me i cant explain
thoughts of you and what isnt there
brings me a great deal of pain
i feel anger and then sadness
my cheeks blotchy and red
hate for the things i regret
all this keeps running through my head
my mind playing tricks on me
thinking things would soon change
what a stupid thought
my body gets filled with rage
a bubble ready to burst
all these feelings building inside
but i dont want anyone to know
my best solution is to hide
i cant control my feelings
everything seems to get away from me
my mind is always racing
rations choices...i cannot see
my broken heart seems to be my own fault
letting myself fall for you
i dont really know what i was thinking
everyone knows thats wishes dont come true