You seem to see right through me
your face is like a sin
i dreamt about you
...but i cant remember when
...
Sometimes you make me wonder.
If we ever should have met.
Should I have ever held your hand.
Would I have all these regrets.
...
its hurts when you look at her
i can see it in your eyes
you dont want to be with me
and this is why i cry
...
These feeling for you wont go away
and im not sure i can stand it one more day
...
i've had a million conversations with you
all of them in my head
things i wish would happen
things i wish you would have said
...
Sadly i still miss you
it seems its been so long
would you take me back
if i admitted i was wrong?
...
An innocent mistake
no one had foreseen
finally getting his life together
5 months he had been clean
...
tears caused by my frustration
for what you do to me i cant explain
thoughts of you and what isnt there
brings me a great deal of pain
...
Crying for you
my heart is broken
i'll leave now
theres nothing to be spoken
...
i will hold the plain white pillow
over my face until i lose all breath
i will fight, and kick, and scream
it will be a painful death
...
the sun doesnt seem so bright
and the skies not all that blue
nothing can bring a smile to my face
...not sense i lost you
...
this thing pulling us apart
this thing that doesnt even really matter
destoying a friendship that was so strong
im just waiting for things to get better
...
the silent denial
of the scars on my wrist
the made-up excuses
of the bruises from your fist
...
memories and dreams
an image comes to my head
afraid to open my eyes
because all those things are dead
...
i cant control these feelings
they're taking over me
im hurting inside
but its nothing you can see
...
i see the pain underneath your smile
your trying to hold back
it almost brings tears to my eyes
as i sit and try to fake a laugh
...
Following blindly
for i thought you really cared
i was only gone for a second
and i looked back but you werent there
...
take a couple pills
to kill what i dont want to feel
keep myself from crying
the only way i can heal
...
i just like to write, get my thoughts out...every one means something to me)
This Love For You I Hate
You seem to see right through me
your face is like a sin
i dreamt about you
...but i cant remember when
whenever you come around
my heart begins to race
i forget the things around me
you take me to a different place
my life falls to shambles
you dont seem to care
this love i feel for you
doesnt seem fair
i shouldnt be like this
let me forget your face
take my pain away
this love for you i hate