Sub Rosa (Part 1) Poem by Broken Muse

You have been my fantasy for so long filling my daydreams with unexpressed desires
The things I have done to you in my mind would make other women blush
I have watched you, wanted you for so long
Your smiles, your uncertain smiles... oh your smiles
How many times in water touching myself and envisioning your lips, your skin
Wondering are you a deviant like me
Have you noticed me?
Heard music like me?
Do you want it like me?
If I broke the silence and initiated, If I let this flood gate open
Would you resist my proposal to fight? Come fight with me
I can be your plaything... sub rosa
to have you, to experience the fantasy
to carry that memory within my hollow
so frequently thinking of you
You are my fantasy
You are my symphony