Submissive Intentions Poem by Cathrine GunterEllis

I can’t really blame you since I have done some wrong myself
Can’t really explain how I’ve felt bad but just dealt…
Dealt with all the things that I have done to our relationship
Then turned around and want you to mold into my perfect fit
I gave it my all but slipped up along the way
The words 'I love you' always said persistently
Although you got my heart, don’t always have my attention
All the tension when I come to you and hope you’re naive
That I still smell taste and feel him but its you I breathe
To look in your face and know you've been with her
I felt two wrongs would make it right
When deep down inside I'm waiting for you to be ready
Will dropp everybody as if they where too heavy
Like my conscience, I'll admit that I love you... but you won’t commit
So I continue these unhealthy days of pain and don’t benefit
I can’t help that I’m in love waiting for him but all that is irrelevant
But I can’t balance the thing that sweeps me off my feet in the first place
I Just feel lost and confused so my feelings I try to pace.
Hope one day to me you'll be submissive
All the plans I have for us are nothing but good intentions! ! ! !