Subscribed Poem by nicole polhill

im subscribed to this life
whether i want it or not
im in this forever
so what have i got

i dont want this subscription anymore
dont wanna make the payments
there all asking to much
and i dont have enough

im calling it off
maybe next week
ending this subscription
is the hardest thing ever

maybe i'll wait
just another year
to see how life is
before i finally disapear

you wont see me anymore
now im going away
to end this life of misery
to finally have it my way

im subscribed to this life
whether i want it or not
im in this forever
so what have i got

nothing...