````suffering```` Poem by Menime Soul

These words in my eyes,
too hard to verbalize.
No one cared to read these words,
No one thought it's worth a try.

I'm so afraid of my loneliness,
that sometimes i just sit down & cry.
Sometimes i just don't find my own image,
i just don't feel like i'm alive.

The paths that i've crossed,
none of them was smooth.
All have left me scars,
that can never be removed.

The pain inside me tells me,
it's time for me to quit.
But few memories from an unknown past,
tells me they want to live.

So i just wait each night for another day,
to come and pass me by.
Not to see if new day holds something good for me,
but to keep the good from past alive.

No, i can never verbalize,
these words i've in my eyes.