Suffering Poem by sahar alameddine

Never felt this feeling before, never been broken so deep
Never thought someone would make me feel so cheap
I've never dropped a tear, I've never cried like that before
U've hurt me so many times and I was always asking for more

Running behind your happiness to see your cute smile
When u never made me feel safe, even for a little while
Ignoring everything fighting, my destiny, escaping my fate
When I realized that I was a fool, I found out that I'm too late

I was blinded from the truth of losing your warm heart
Your angelic smile gave me hope that it's a good start
Our story will begin, your love will be visible. it will appear
When I realized that your face is missing, u just disappeared

I've called your name, asking on u day after day
I couldn't believe that u left me alone like this way
But soon I found out that your smile was so damn fake
At this moment, my tears made a huge sad lake

I wanted you to drawn, to suffer, to taste my pain
To see what you've done, to see what you've made
U took my dreams and everything I've wished to be
Now its your turn to suffer, hope that you'll be ready