Suicide Note Poem by kanako izumkui

Dear friends, and family,

ask much as i love you this is goodbye.
Dont blame it on yourself.
Its personal. i cant take it anymore.
i give up. i'm tired. its so hard to stay so strong.
to fake a smile everyday because you dont want people to worry.
its hard when all you do is make everyone elses life happy, but
you dont make your own life happy.
so many unanswered questions. what is the meaning of happiness?
who am i really? ect. i hope i will always be in your heart.
the suffering is too much.
the pain is to real.
my heart crys,

death is the only answer.
life is a nightmare. so maybe death is a dream.

when you see and deal with nothing but pain,
when you feel completely worthless,
when your to lost to be found.
when you are suffering,
when you cry,
when your sad,
NEVER do what i did.
i have done what i have done because of all that and more.
words cant describe the pain the horrible life i had.
sorry.
remember i will always be in your heart,
that is if you want me there,
love,
your worthless good for nothing...gone person...

Living is having the power not to give up.
Remember to stay strong, embrace,
but mostly do not give up