Sun ***** Lights Of The Lost Sun Poem by Rommel Mark Dominguez Marchan

From my younger years
sun has been shining
but it is not meant to me

meager rays are too far
yet too little warm
wrapping the coldest moment
of my life

Sometimes scorching heat
striking against my sight
rather it adds burden
too heavy for me to smile
up high
my knees can't resist to kiss
the ground
almost crawling enough
above cursed soil
bending to hide
away from radiated sky

I don't know yet how long
is to wait the shading rainbow
of hope and
how far the wind
that drives my dreams.........

I almost lose half cycle
of my life

though I fail oftentimes
and mock as fool
as a man of thousand defeats
and born to be defeated
even by the weakest

still I keep on persevering
though the sun will project
winning smile
to the rest of the world
excluding mine eyes