Sunset Poem by Hakima Smaali

Just setting there like every day
Thinking of you while watching the sunset
Thinking of all the things I wanted to say
It makes me feel sad and a little upset
It hurts and feels so bad that I want to cry
Because I really thought you were the best
But then I started to realize it was all a lie
And you're the worst
It's too painful that I want to die
It feels like my heart is going out of my chest
You made me fall for you then you played me, forgetting you is all I wanna try
You made too scare to open my heart or even just leave this nest
You made me lose my trust
All I want to know is why

it's not easy for me to move on
I've always knew that everything will turn up wrong
You messed me up to the point where I can't write another song
You messed me up until I'm no longer the same, no longer strong
It's all wrong
How could I have stayed with you all that along?

Happiness stopped visiting me, she's no longer my guest
Even thought, she was my best friend
He also stop talking to me, inspiring me to write, now it's a mute sunset
I just need to take a rest

For what I'm feeling whom should I blame
All this makes me feel surrounded by shame
Why should I pay, when it's you who acted lame
I no longer can look to myself in the mirror or look to my picture in that frame

I miss my sunset
The one that, with me it flirts
The one who inspires me and make it no longer hurt

things that I want to say but I don't have the…………