I went to the sushi place where we went
On that unfortunately fateful night
I honestly thought it was okay
But soon found that I just wasn't right
Tried so hard to do everything right
To grow much closer and deeper with you
Was wrong despite assurance that evening
Went wrong; though what exactly, wish I knew
I thought you knew who I was and my heart
But I found the friendship wasn't as deep
Had set in my mind that you trusted me
And how that night was not that far a leap
A leap it was, though, and now I am left
Dreaming of a night where I didn't do
Or what I should have done and should have said
And all the things I should not have said, too
And contemplate of how you had become
An integral part of my life so soon
And how I, now, can't ever contact you
Oh, just to hear from you some afternoon
If only I knew, then, what I know now
I know I wouldn't have done what I've done
And that your friendship matters more to me
Than growing deeper or having that fun
But, you'll never see this, as I'd ne'er share
This in social spheres of which you're a part
But, I hope someday you'll see me again
And trust me, again, and to know my heart
I care about you and I wish you well
I will always cheer you on as you go
And wish only the best for you and yours
And hope you'll remember not long ago
When trust was implicit and doubts were few
As I know I'll never stop missing you
((March 11th,2026))
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem