(Based from the anime/novel/manga Ef - Tales of Memories, this is Chihiro.)
Repeating empty days passed me by,
Since four years when my time stopped.
Always staring at a hazy distant sky,
Moments remembered that are not enough.
Chains of 12 years constantly binds me
To who i was and to my fixed past
I can only grasp 13 hours of memory
As they fade and never will last.
Memories i don't want to forget,
Written in words for me to recollect.
This is as best as it can get,
An existence that i long to reject.
Someone who didn't knew loneliness,
Should never connect with anyone.
The pain of being alone is boundless,
Not knowing anyone is better than
losing someone.
Like a castle of sand built on a
morning,
Looking perfect and beautiful.
Blown away by the wind in the evening,
Knowing that is absolutely painful.
I don't want to be erased from anyone's
heart,
The fear of being forgotten grips me.
Thoughts in paper, torn apart.
All memories of happiness will soon
leave me.
A sad existence to realize,
A life that i won't remember.
Stucked in my own time as everyone
else's flies,
I only hope my true wish never waver.
Fading memories erased from my mind,
But my heart remember the feelings.
Not any trace of the moment to find,
All that i can do is to keep believing.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem