Teardrops Poem by Patrick Shields

I run my hands through my thick hair
Tears slowy run down my rough cheek
You've left me heartbroken and scared
Because once again I am so very weak

I wanted so badly to make you mine
But you wanted nothing to do with me
You forced me to cross so many lines
And for you I have and still will bleed

Scars cover both of my shoulders and arms
Because of the horrors I've faced in this life
For you I've caused myself so much harm
Even though I know that cutting isn't right

But the pressures you put on me are so great
And whenever I need you your never around
Sadly though for you my heart is full of hate
Because you deserve to be six feet beneath the ground

I should've started running the moment I met you
The worst part is that your oblivious to what you've done
I wonder how you would feel if you actually knew
You've turned me into a disgraceful unapreciative son

I thought you where different from all of they others
But it was a disguise to make me think you wheren't
Your just like them so ugly on they inside and so stubborn
Now your gone and once again I am the one who's hurt