Teenage Dream Poem by Andjela Antic

It's not fair, everything I say, you don't hear
You cover me, don't seem to even care
You do not support me, my dreams, wishes
You say it's absurd
My voice is never heard
'You're just a child what do you know'
Sentence is spinning in my mind
Making me think exit from here I'll never find
Not even knowing you're cutting off my wings
I can't fly, I'm tied down
Your laughing to my face makes me bury myself under the ground
It's like you enjoy my misery
It makes you happy the venom you spread
That negativity, destroying my teenage dreams
So I'm collecting all my screams
Deep Inside my chest
And everything that I suggest
Isn't good at all
So one day when I get again strong
I'll release them all to your face
Maybe I'll wait for it long
But it'll be all worth it at the end
And then I'll be able to show
All the power I hold
Cause you always thought I'll end up in cold
But I will be right
And being right is sweeter then revenge
I'll be the one who'll change
But your mind will stay the same
And then you won't have anyone to blame
I will show you and everyone else
How successful I'll become
One day, one week, one year
I can feel it, it's near
I'm still reaching out to catch it
I'm on my way to get it
But I'm sure I will one day
Until then I'll support myself
And when I get to the point where I always wanted to be
And think who was there for me, who was the one supporting me
I'll just look in the mirror and say
'My bestie you've made it all this long way'
'May your soul find peace, your heart rest and your mind calm'
'The storm is over and the fire burned out
Enjoy your happiness with no doubt'