Why do i feel this way
Always crying when
Noone is around
Always wanting someone
Or something to be with me
Needing to hurt myself
I cannot ignore this feeling
For it wont go away unless
I do something that hurts
Why do i feel this way
So lost and lonely
Confused and sad
Shutting myself away to
A world that i have known
From a world i never knew
Thus, i love this world for
It contains no feelings
For anything or anyone
Why do i feel this way
Hurting to the point of
Distruction
Someone please tell me
The answer for i long to
Know what it is
Someone please tell me
Because i cannot last long
Even in my own world
I am slipping slowly away
For i can no longer hold on
Someone please tell me
How to survive for i cannot
Do it myself
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
i have been to the world you talk about. i to loved the world where there is no feeling. i hid there for almost four years fighting to survive. it is just something some of us most go throw. i wanted to give it all up i tried acouple of times but i'm glad i failed at it. for i have now found my speacial one the one who heals my pain. we found each other on this site. please do not worry you will find your someone it just takes time. but just know it is worth it. i am here if you ever want to talk.