Scarlet .....

My flame from
within
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it boils within
slowly poisoning all that it touches
corrupting all that is within
it has now reached a new level
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I know I can’t
make
you stay
but where
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I lay here
the bed
tissues by
my side
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i lay here and dream a dream

a dream of my future
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a song I never knew
has now become the song I can never forget
it is the song that can cure all
for I sit and listen to that song everyday
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it must be a good mask
the one she hides behind
for no one sees her
not the real her
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it is fighting to be set free
the real me is now fighting
clawing at my inside
pulling trying to break the chains
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happiness
a feeling I never thought I’d find
a feeling I didn't believe in
a feeling I now have
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it comes warms
but can run cold
it can dry
but comes out in a liquid rush
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So I look back on my life
trying to find a happy moment
to block out the pain
to have something to think about
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I am but a caterpillar
surrounded by butterflies
such beautiful creatures
I have watched many like me change
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I’m so afraid
I’ve finally found something
something good in my life
I’m afraid to enjoy it
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I know why we do it
there are all different reasons
for some it is the blood
for some it is the release
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dissolve the life from within me
you crawl inside of my mind
you want everything
you took the little i had left
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I found it
the thing I’ve been searching for
searching for for so long
I found the lost ray of light
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I am a broken soul
I live in a broken home
I am the broken window in that house
I sit and watch the world around me break
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I know I'm not alone
lets take a stand
lets fight it together
lets support each other
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the eyes of the light are so blind
blind to reality
blind to the truth
the eyes of darkness see it all
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everyone fears the monster under their bed
I fear the monster in my bed
I fear me
for I am the one that continues on in pain
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