"Si ton oeil, ton souris, ton pied, m'ouvrent la porte
D'un Infini que j'aime et n'ai jamais connu? "
-Baudelaire
I
Your ghost whistles through gray halls
on a sham summer night.
To freeze alone is the most comforting of deaths.
To be frozen ten years is no comfort at all.
When the heart develops a cryogenic laboratory
modern science betrays its purpose.
V
Sporadic messages convey your continued existence -
apart from a castle-wracked memory.
New Orleans must be crazy on Tuesday.
Wednesdays and ten years are lean, indeed,
when every day resonates with marriage proposals
and obituaries in the newspaper.
X
Scraps, and a splicing machine work wonders.
Replay the collage, the audience is silent,
except outside gray halls.And outside, the stars
crackle and explode in a ten year sky.
Apparition, be silent.What use of words?
We know where we've been; know that we'll go.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
Originally published in Derne Runes (1996, White Hawk Press) , my first poetry collection.