Test! Poem by Whisper Dawn

I wonder....how much can life test you with? ? ?
I wonder....is this the best its gonna get? ?
I think for some reason my life is getting set up.....
good or bad.....I don't see the outcome....
Surprises everyday.....scares always coming my way.....
have patience I tell myself....what else can go wrong.....
I know I have so much to be thankful for....these things I do thank God.....
but for some unknown reason only to him.....
he's pushing me.....I just hope I can hold up....for me and my Family.....
God if you are there....can I have a hint on what it is you see for me? ? ? ? ?
before I really break down into some kind of INSANITY! ! ! ! !