Thanks To You Poem by Kaspa Richards

You hit me at the speed of a train
And ever since then I've had pain
You gave me a talent I didn’t know I had
To write about the cursed life I have
Thanks to you I see everything with a new sight
But now I see the closest to me in a new light
You opened my mind to the lies around me
Now all I see are lies how can I ever be happy?
You showed me a way to get me to start sleeping
Now I blaze my zoot’s to numb my numb feeling
You told me who I should hate and how they should be slayed
Thanks to my actions I'm all alone due to the price I paid