The Abyss Poem by Medusa Waves

The Abyss
I found the abyss of life arduos and abstruse
people live in an ascetic life and in abuse
if this is what the grand life is, I want no part!
I want to ascend from all of this, and live apart-
I plea no benevolence, I live austere
I have an affinity to live in fear
I did abase the lustful life
but to love I held no sickly strife
I am amenable to the lies-
that does before us, say is wise-
the benign smile the abyss holds
my antipathy starts to unfold
I say in alacrity, 'ill face my fear'
Buoyant thoughts begin to appear
I feel my anger begin to abate
my augury of life is my destined fate