The Animal They Turned Me To Poem by nina freak

i get afraid of my own tears
coz they hold all my fears
and if you see me crying it means that
you have a special place in my heart
i can't take every person took my chilidish dreams
every swindler person broke my wings
why should i be the girl who has to suffer from her past
while those criminals keep getting worst
i want to kill my self when i think in this memory
coz it makes me let the one person who cared about me
sometimes it makes me take the razor to cut my lips
and every other place he touched me in
sometimes i scratch my body from wash and wash
but i keep feel his hand while it touch and touch
i want to die but who'll insure me then
i won't meet this criminal again
who'll believe me
who'll accept me
just quench it as story
to feel a little bit guilty
my soule was defiled by criminal hand
and that make want to live in an isolated land
counting my lefting seconds
and waiting my creepy end