The Anticipation Poem by Habeeb Kayode Yahaya

Oh! What an expectation
Yearning for the things I'll always crave for
Sometimes my heart receives enough questions
Sometimes unwanted accusations
When the sun smiles in the north
And the clouds frown not
I keep pondering losing my guts
Just like a burning stove without pot
The future is approaching fast
My anticipations like a news being cast
I lost my courage, remembering the past
And lost my courage tenacity which is so vast
Even in the glooming night
When the stars are sparkling in the sky
Does it make my heart looks fine?
Or add to the burdens that make me cry
This things i had always expected
Keep moving towards me, but am still indebted
I pondered and pondered and felt relieved
It's is tomorrow and i have to face it.