The Burden Of A Dream Poem by William Mowell

I never let you know, this love I have to tow
Just when I think I'm over you, a dream comes by and It turns me blue
I wonder if you're alright, I save you every night
But reality creeps into my mind, a piece of you I wish I could find

I search and search without results, and I know its all my fault
I should have told you how I feel, then I wouldn't be crying these tears
I wouldn't have to wonder anymore, I could let this love I have soar
There's been others, but not like you, our love never had the chance to brew

High school kicked my ass, but you saved me by the end of class
Without you I would have never made it, now I spend my nights getting lit
It eases the pain for awhil, I wake up on the cold hard tile
The pains back for another day, I wish I could find another way

I wish I could find you, then I wouldn't be blue
I'm meant to travel a lonely road, full of bumps and a heavy load
I can't find peace of mind, and I've ignored all the signs
In the end I might find happiness, but my love for you I can't confess