The Decision Poem by forever gone

Why is it always my decision
How do you expect me to decide
whether we can be together or not
This is too hard
Its too f*cking hard
I think we both know that if we got together
we would either last forever
or crash and burn
But you are my best friend
I need you
I need you to be there
I know you need me too
How do you expect me to risk that
Make this decision
I dont even know if i want this
I mean i do
But what if i don't
And what if you don't
What if its just the mystery
And that tears us apart
i couldn't
i can't handle that
I don't know how to do this
Yet here i am
Thinking about it
Thinking about you
Every second of every day