The Edge (Nonpoem Poem) Poem by Mandy Author2

You pushed me off the edge yesterday,
For once I wanted to trust,
For once I wanted to let go and trust,
But apparently I can't do that,
I just wanted to be able to let my guard down with someone,
Now I just wanna scream,
I'm shaking,
My poem doesn't flow,
I'm too upset to write,
Do you KNOW how bad that is? ,
You don't,
Poetry is my coping mechanism,
I'm too stressed to cope,
Ugh this poem makes no sense,
This is a poem about how I can't write a poem,
What sense does that make? ,
This is gibberish,
But it's helping,
I'm just so tired of being lied to,
Nobody really wants to put up with me,
Nobody really wants to deal with me,
So don't ever tell me you do again,
I won't believe it,
Not ever again