The Feeling Of Death Poem by Themis KEO

sometimes I wonder,
what is death?
then I think I know,
that there will be no pain,
my thoughts are like rain,
everywhere,
how can I restrain myself from the thoughts of that pain,
day and day,
I want to stop breathing,
the thought of that being reliving,
but I know that death isn't just closing my eyes and being unable to feel that pain,
the feeling itself is real,
for me,
death means I won't be able to wake up in the morning,
feel the sun,
and have fun,
I won't view the beautiful moon,
and gaze upon,
as it floats in the night sky,
the thought of not seeing my friends anymore,
is unsettling,
then, in the end, I want nothing,
I'm not asking,
I want it,
I want death to come to me?
is a thought,
for this world has not seen anything beyond death.