The Feelings I Have For Him Poem by Da Vella

These feelings keep coming
I try to suppress them
but that's not working
tryin' to impress him
but I'm fooling myself
I know that I'm the least
of the people to love on his list
but why do these feelings still persist
I try to make him notice me
but why doesn't he see
I know he's not my type
he's handsome
I'm the opposite
He's rich
Nothing to compare with
but why do I love him?
I don't know
he's a playboy
I'm meant to hate him
but these feelings keep coming
I try not to show jealousy
when he's with other girls
because when I love someone
I don't like to share
Why do I always stutter
when I'm talking to him
Why does my heart always flutter
when he sits next to me
Oh my gosh
these feelings are too much
but I don't want to be involved in a one-sided love relationship
cuz I easily get hurt
and I just have to let go
cuz I don't wanna experience
pain and shame that's untold
ever again