The Forgotten Poem by dark souless

I see all their smiles
I can almost hear their laughs
All the happy times
All the memories they had
Why am I not invited
Why dont I receive a call
Suddenly I feel the tears
As they continuously fall
Why am I forgotten
Where did I go wrong
Why do I not get the happy wishes
Why do I try at all
Fighting for my place does nothing
Nobody seems to care
One way or another
They make sure im not there
No happy birthday
No Christmas gift
Not a single hug
Nor a tender kiss
I just wish to be noticed
Or to have someone ask
How is your day going?
Instead of receiving a cold pass
Never have I been needed
Never have they seen me cry
They wont believe me
They say im full of lies
Im stronger than they think
My chains hold me back
Im not a violent man
Thats why I wont snap
I fear my own power
I fear my strength
I fear I may die alone
Because I know im at my brink
What will they do
Now that ive reached the cliffs edge
Will they call me back
Or push me instead?