The Goddess Kayquine Poem by Brad Kellum

The darkness I search for in this falling night.
Summoning the courage for your devils delight.
Haunted, I walk alone, into the depths of reigned desire.
Upon your touch, death, my ravaged body thrown to the pire.
The BELL tolls reverbantly through my mind.
Echoing your scream, these hellish chimes, deaf now,
with only your voice inside......... I must bind.
Set upon this arduous quest.
Tortured by the thought that you shall never offer me ingress.
But, I have given into you.
My wonderfull sin.
Fear of your compliant touch at the doors' tread.
Angry at the Goddess who has granted my life,
no longer in the bossom of the dead.
This path choosen comes with a lurid price.
Knowing now that I have given you my last strife.
Complacently before you,
I sacrifice my dark heart,
to your most frivolous whim.
Content just to watch you step on it again and again.
Unabashedly ashamed of this invoked admission.
Awaiting......Wanting......Thrashing insanely for your decision.
Praying to a callous Goddess, that when the time comes,
I won't get playfully tossed aside.
As my body plumments broken and torn into the macabre void.
Enlightened to her ploy.
Realizing at the coming of the end of the bells toll.
All we have is an illusion of controll.
Humbly, I ask nothing of my Goddess, only to remain true to her heart.
Even if it means tearing my soul apart.