The Hurtful Pain Poem by Grant Mitchell

I wake up everyday
Wondering why i threw my life away
Getting into bad habits
Acting real crabit
Families are meant to be there for you
So why do i lead them astray
I self harmed for most of my days
Just hoping, something else can take this pain away
Your reading this and i bet you think i'm crazy
But im not i'm just young and lazy
Some nights I want to cry out
But i can't cause people are about
People stare at my scars in disgust
Those people i know that i can't trust
They always say i should talk or shout
I try, but no words come out
Sometimes i'm scared that i do it wrong
When i listen to the lyrics in a sad song
When i try to stop it's like a drug
Eating away at you until you give up
I just wanna run and hide
This pain i have hurts deep inside
I wish I could start my life over again
away from this hurtful pain.