The Incredible Shrinking Brain Poem by Valerie Laws

The Incredible Shrinking Brain



Excited, she tugs me up to her bedroom of thirty years.
‘Look! There's all this here! ' A sweep of her arm presents
Melamine wardrobes with fancy handles, the swagged
Pink curtains she sewed herself. Back downstairs,
‘Look! ' The hall: plates painted at an evening class
She took to keep her brain alert, ranged on the delft rack.
‘See? It's all gone! But look! ' Upstairs again,
A miracle - her bedroom's reappeared, like
An MFI-bought Brigadoon. The universe in her skull
Is shrinking, big crunching; and true to the predictions
Of physicists, her time is running backwards, rewinding
What she knows and understands. Something she learned
Playing peep-bo with her twin in the scullery kitchen
Is about to vanish, but she holds it for a moment,
Poised between knowing and not knowing.

She's amazed, her bedroom might still exist when
Out of sight; soon, she will unlearn this too. But today,
As her time runs backwards to a singularity, it feels to her Like discovery, and today, I try to share her joy.

POET'S NOTES ABOUT THE POEM
A moment of poignant joy during my mother's descent into dementia when she was able to articulate to me something she was forgetting, but felt she was just learning. I use physics imagery here as I often do, being a mathematician/physicist. This poem also forms the first of a sequence of seven versions which dwindle, reflecting the process and progress of dementia, both in form and meaning, down to a single word. This is part of an animated AV poetry installation, Slicing The Brain, which has been exhibited in London, Berlin and elsewhere. I specialise in creating new forms of poetry that move and change, often in unusual media. The full sequence is also in my book All That Lives (Red Squirrel Press) .
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Valerie Laws

Valerie Laws

Northumberland
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