The Land Of If Only Poem by bree lyn

if only i was her.
if only i was normal
if only i was beautiful
if only he cared
if only the begining wasnt the end
if only fate wasnt sealed
if only i didnt care
if only i didnt want him like this
if only he wanted me back
if only i could be like her
if only he would look at me
the way he looks at her
but i cant live in the land of if only
im no her
im not normal
im not beautiful
he doesnt care
the begining is the end
my fate is sealed
i do care, way too much
i want him forever
he doesnt want me at all
i cant be like her
shes beautiful and perfect
he would never look at me
the way he stares at her
so ill just keep saying if only
keep living for pain
dreaming about him
and wishing
wishing that
for just one second
he would find me as beautiful
find me as perfect.
if only...
if only...
if only...