I feel sullen and tired in this world of men,
I have fallen in to a deep dark chamber.
I wish to go to where I don't exist again,
through the time of my birth, back to
the timeless void of home, I don't exist
now, I have already gone back alone.
Nothing exists. No mind, No words, No ideologies,
No hegemony, No tears. I am home.
I stand in awe of the prism of light,
its astounding symmetry, its
seven colors gleam clear and bright,
only a thief can look on without sight,
I may be chastised severely for this flight,
but to look upon it, without ego, is the
epitome of all that I could ever be.
Nothing exists. No life, No nature, No suns,
No galaxies, No universe. I am home.
I feel like a poet without a quill or a
painter without a brush, who can render the
invisible scene straight onto the human heart.
I could abide here forever among the
densely signified trees and gleaming symbolic streams
of manifest love, abundant provision
for a joyful being, although I need for nothing.
Nothing exists. No boundaries, No bonds, No chains,
No famine, No death. I am home.
This joyous existence outside the self is wonderful,
but I can dwell here no longer,
I must return through the time of my birth
and back to my own place in space time.
I suddenly awake and smell a strange flower eons away,
I have returned to the light prison to there abide,
until all self-hood, fear and frailty subside.
Everything exists. No completion, No timelessness,
No escape from being coined by words.
I am far from home once more.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
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