The Need To Say Goodbye Poem by Johnisha Blair

the need to say goodbye.....
slowly i begin to cry,
you left me so defeated and confused.....
you pushed me away, a hand to my face you abused......
even when i didn't do anything wrong,
if felt like i was helpless and never strong......
all i ever did was give you my soul and my love,
it was you and only you that i put no one above......
yet you still beat me and you still cheated,
now i'm on the floor broken hearted and mistreated......
i'm like an angel who's been striped of her wings and fallen to earth,
you are the devil and you dont deserve every aspect im worth.......
some will call me stupid, some will shed tears,
because even after all of these painfull years.......
i still stayed from the fear of loosing my life to you,
but now no longer can i take this painful abuse........