The Pain Poem by sandra lagos

Twisted in the memories of my disease
While my tears fall down like autumn leafs
Holding on to the love that I once had
Makes it hard not to feel unbelievably sad
Tomorrow will come but do I really care to wait
When your love has practically left me in a vegetative state
I can't think, I can't sleep, I can hardly take a breath
I'm starting to believe that this love could bring me death
Ho can I reject you without rejecting half of me
A beautiful life without you is hard to even see
How painful it is to see the reality that is this
That I'm holding on to you, and you could save me with a kiss
The sad part is even though I cried you still turned around
And my world fell apart yet you didn't hear a sound
I can't seem to find a way to cover up the gaping hole
That thanks to you is opening wider and letting out my soul
To be torn apart in a place where it was saddest
But with just three words you could seal my chest