The Pain Of Love... Poem by priya lakshmi

All the time I think of you,
but the thoughts remain in me...
They provide a crimson hue,
to almost everything I see...

Why can't you be ever mine,
when I'm yours completely?
But my soul is not so divine,
that you hate me eternally...

I lost all the good traits,
that you once adored in me...
I got driven by the fate's
illusion to be free...

I long to just see you,
and never let you down...
my love for you is true,
but for you, I'm just a clown...

With all the world I fight,
and claim that you are mine...
That's just a dream's sight,
then reality does shine...

That fight was just in vain,
I don't at all deserve you...
I'll get you but if you get pain,
that would be a huge sin to do...

I can't force myself on you,
and act what my real thoughts are...
I shall be more than glad to,
see you as a bright and distant star...