The Story Of A Villain Poem by Ajay Imperium

Have you ever wondered?
Have you ever become?
Who is a Villain?
Sit down
Look at the skies
Look at the people
What good is there?

Nothing but vanity
I have lived and I have died
I hate and I was hated
For that I am
And who I am
Good is nothing but lies
No good exist in this world
Only hate, love, betrayal and worst of all
Regret
Nothing but misery
Nothing but loss and sadness

If you ask
I have, I have once embraced it
But when I woke up
And let it go
They scorned me
They hated me
Why?
In their eyes I was different
I was a villain
I did not bother
I am that I am

I once asked myself
Is there really a god?
If there is one
Why is it that I prayed
I begged for you
To hear me
To save me
And yet.....
Nothing but fooling
The king laughs at the fool
And here I am praying
For something without existence

There is no god
If there is a god
One who watches you suffer
Watch how joy blemishes
What is there to worship a god that enjoys our pain
That is your god not mine
It is not for me to worship a devil
My head is my dignity

Curse me all you want
Hate me for all I care
Let the world denies me
Let god disown me
The only thing that has always been there for me
Has been my shadow
A reflection
My true self it embodies
It is me
The darkness
But through his form it is known
That is what I am
What I have become

Let me tell you a story
A man who wanted everything
But all was not given to him
And yet he smiles
He smiles
Only he knows
Knows what is killing him in the inside
He smile because no one knows
The pain
No one could comfort him

But the world didn't appreciate it
It kept on pushing him to the edge
The struggle wasn't enough
He tried to show the world
That he was happy
People mistreated him
Bullied him
Pour salt to his wounds
Nobody thinks anymore
Nobody knows what is like to be the other guy

He accepted it all
He bathed the insult like a child's play
The world wasn't good for him
If only he wasn't born
Because of the world he lived in
He kept on going
Yearning for love
Praying for a better life
For happiness

It was all a dream
That was too good to be true
If what the people want is change
Then change it is
But to his surprise
People fear him
The world acknowledge him
The scornful look wavers
They follow
He led
He was now on top
And they call him a villain
They said I changed a lot
But a lot changed me

Who is a Villain?
I tried, tried to be good
But you all made it a vanity
Now I behave like you
You call me a villain
Let me tell you
The one thing people enjoys
His to see a hero fail and die trying
The worst thing they hate isn't you
But who you are
Nobody notice me until I changed
Until I remove my mask
The greatest enemy of a man
Is himself

People don't love you
They just want to get from you
Become weak
Depend on something
See who leaves
Then you will see no one
Where are they?
Gone!
Like air
It is when you are weak
People show who they really are
And in their last moment
They forget you just like me
I have been there
I have lived
I have died
And transform
To a new me
A broken heart is all that is left

If only a hero know what have been through
This people are not worth saving
They are not meant for a salvation
Don't talk like them
To them you are a freak
All is a loss cause
Vanity!
Vanity it tell you
Yet you still want to die for them
You are not their hero
An entertainer
Only to throw his worth
Then left to rot
A mistake that is all it will cost you
Then it is gone
Hate now become their adoration
Mock now becomes their laughter

The more I try
The more I cracked
My self shattering
Forming a new me
A Villain is not born
They are made
It is not that I am bad
It is just that
People fail to see their true selfs

I didn't want to become this
I didn't hope to turn out like this!
But what choice do I have? !

My greatest wish
His for you too know
To know what have been through
To atleast cry
Cry for me
You left your savior to the flames
Yet you turn your back against him
Was this how God felt
A being he created
Only to be ridiculed
He tried to call them back
They were far too gone
Maybe he was a good God after all

Hero when am dead
Sing my deeds in song
It is for them to decide
Hate me
But those who praise me
I will be relieved beyond the stars
I shall sing in heaven
What have done
What you have made me do
I am not at fault
You are not either
It is life
Life is the greatest challenge of all

Hero
Design my coffin with beauty
For I shall depart
Maybe you were meant for this world after all
I shall fly to my God's embrace
Before I go
Let me look at the stars
The starry night I admire
The moon beams
It calms me
It always does
You have been my pleasure
The beauty of your creation I adore
And also envy
It is time

I can finally leave
Without regret
Maybe I wasn't bad after all
I was just....
Lost
Hero we meet again
Maybe then I will see you
When the time comes
Till we meet again

By Ajay