The Uncertainty Of Our Position Had Me Giving Up On Love, Poem by Lorene Kinsey

The uncertainty of our position had me giving up on love,
Accepting that I could be as lonely married as I am alone,
Wondering if the loneliness comes from within as I fear.
The loneliness is clearly not the only obstacle in my current
Situation, it is the clipping of my wings rather than encouragement,
Distrust of one another that my pride would rather give up on than
Ever try to relieve, the constant annoyance of being
on the receiving end of his picking and groping, then the
disagreements between our rules and punishments with our children.
These combined with our differences in priorities and
We are doomed for failure.